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You are holiness and grace
You are fury and rest
You are anger and love
You curse and you bless
You are mighty and weak
You are silence and song
You are plain as the day
But you have hidden your face
For how long ? How long ?

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Moved !
Monday, December 12, 2011 @ 5:57 AM
Hey all , I'm moving to Wordpress ! Why ? Just for the fun of it ! HAHA .


Yep , my Wordpress address is the same as this one . If you still can't find it , I've got nothing to say .


I'll be keeping this here though , for memories' sake and in case I want to revert back to Blogger next time ! (I did the same for my Onsugar too .)


See y'all at Wordpress ! ^.^

Big Apple Adventure ; Where Faith & Life Connect
Tuesday, December 6, 2011 @ 10:44 PM
I'm finally back ! It's been a long long time ! Just a random schedule to show you what I've been up to :


27/11 - 28/11 : VBS Preparation

29/11 - 02/12 : VBS 2011 !

03/12 : VBS Debrief

04/12 - 07/12 : TZ Camp 2011 !



I've just been back from TZ camp but photos haven't been uploaded at the moment so I'll blog about the awesome camp next time ! For now , the focus shall be on :





Kay Poh Road Baptist Church (KPRBC) Vacation Bible School (VBS) 2011 ! The Big Apple Adventure - Where Faith and Life Connect ; set in New York (so-called) . VBS is always super fun ^.^


The truth is , I don't actually have much photos because I'm not a big fan of cameras other than DSLRs :o Polaroids maybe , but still , at this kind of big event , I count on others to bring their DSLRs to be snap-happy . During this VBS , that was mostly Daniel Lee's Nikon and Gavin's Canon .


This year I was put in the Games crew for the second time . Not too bad though ! Although the kids were pretty rowdy and yet alright (as always) , we had loads of fun . The Games crew consists of Toby , Xin Zhan , Martin (my cousin who's 23) , Orianna , Taddeus , Matthew , Alex and me ! We have loads of time to slack everyday except for the first day . That's because the outings are on the second and third day . On the fourth day , we will be sent to other classes to help out before the concert .


So on the second and third day , we had so much time on our hands that we actually went out to Great World City to buy Island Creamery ice cream ! Mostly Xin Zhan's and Toby's treat though . The second day's (Wednesday) tubs were mango sorbet and chendol . Everyone loved the mango sorbet and we were eating in the canteen , swapping the tubs . When there were kids it was so funny the way we panicked and hid the tubs ! And the moment the last kid stepped into the classroom , all of us immediately whipped out the tubs . It was hysterical !


The third day's (Thursday) tubs were strawberry sorbet and soursop . They were both lovely ! We spent the time eating the ice cream in the resource room , watching silly videos like NigaHiga , Charlie the Unicorn , Remi Gaillard and more . Awesome !


The last day (Friday) was a really full day from 0815 - 2100 . Mass games for 2 levels at a time - super confusing game ! So we were even more free , and the Missions crew made us go up and help them set up the crafts >< tedious ! (I'm never ever going to join Missions .) And we still had to help out with a class each after dinner . I was originally posted to Madison Square (K2) but Taddeus wanted to switch with me . So I switched to Battery Park (K1) without realising that I had actually moved away from the class which had the adorable Timothy Chin ! :< you can imagine my heartbreak . But anyway , I got another lucky break , because Battery Park said they had more than enough teachers . So I went to Grand Central Terminal (P3) , that's Alvin's class !


The kids there are relatively well-behaved , just very talkative . When I went up , not only was Alvin there , so was Alex ! Two awesome guys , we had loads of fun with the kids . I didn't get to watch the whole concert though :< but it's okay . After we finally finished the whole event and cleaning up , the three of us lay in the prayer room (that's where Grand Central Terminal is) . The prayer room is only the most comfortable room in church - with warm lights , curtains , air-con , chairs , and cushions !


So we lay on the floor with cushions and simply talked until Alex left and Timothy came in . Yes , the adorable Timothy Chin . However cute he is , he put a few cushions on Alvin's face and sat on the cushions ! Can you imagine ? Ouch !


Okay I know you guys are pretty bored by the wordy post so I shall end with a few more photos out of the few I have of me :3 the photos shall show the awesome people of KPRBC !





'Tis a photo of Alvin and me ! I don't like my hair in this photo but because Alvin's not in the group photo , I decided to just post this one .








And now group photos ! The second photo is a little unglam because I didn't know there was a second picture , and you can tell they were taken in rapid succession . But who cares ! I love photos that show people being lively :3


Left to Right : Daniel Lee , Orianna , Xin Zhan , Alex , Gavin , Ezra , Matthew , me , Samantha .


Will post about TZ camp tomorrow , probably :3

Hello to you too !
Thursday, November 24, 2011 @ 1:02 AM
Back after a long long time ! Nothing much to say about the Jakarta trip . We actually missed our flight #likeaboss . Trip was uneventful otherwise . Eat , sleep , TV , Wi-fi , swim everyday . After a whole week there , I only bought an owl-printed tank top . But it's okay , because I'll be going again for a longer time !


The class chalet was wicked !





Thanks to Jia Ni & Shu Min , I finally learnt how to play mahjong , and it's addictive , too !





The food looked totally great , but somehow I wasn't feeling very hungry . So I didn't eat very much . Neither did Nadia , Violet or Deanna ! We practically survived the entire night , and morning , on snacks .





I went around taking photos with Nadia's Sony A-something .





Playing with sparklers !





I find this super cool wahahaha .


We were rotting around until 1AM+ I think , before our clique decided to head out to Mickey Donalds in the dead of the night . Restocked our snacks from Cheers before going back to the bungalow . Proceeded to play UNO and other poker card games (e.g. Bluff , Stress , Hearts , Tai Ti) until 5+ or 6+ . I don't know about the rest , but I slept for a total of 1-2 hours . And guess what's for breakfast ? Ice cream sandwiches ! I find this too epic .


I shall end the post with class and clique photos ! We took lots and lots of photos , these are just a few . The rest are in Nadia's and Violet's albums on Facebook !





I love photos that show people being lively !











And now photos of our awesome clique !

































Just an Update .
Monday, November 14, 2011 @ 4:53 AM
Just to update about my holiday schedule .


15/11 - 22/11 : Jakarta trip

22/11 - 23/11 : Class chalet

(Random plans in between with friends)

29/11 - 02/12 : VBS

04/12 - 07/12 : TZ Camp

12/12 - ??/12 : Jakarta Trip



So this is kind of my plan , I'm going to be pretty busy for this whole holiday . Wonder how I'm going to finish my homework ! But anyway I'm planning to buy lots and lots of stuff , heehee . Probably I'll not be updating that much but I hope there's free Wi-fi at Shangri-La ! I'll be flying tomorrow night . See you in a long long time !

Through the Storms
Sunday, November 13, 2011 @ 4:36 AM
I know I've been so excited about the carnival today right ? Well , here's a surprise .


I am so utterly disappointed .


We lost all 5 matches of the qualifying rounds . I totally did not expect the team to play like this . I shall not elaborate , but I can't stand this . Jac and I were so mad , and it's even more unbearable that we can't do anything about it . Right after our first match , we went to the water cooler to refill the colmens , and I felt like punching the vending machine right then and there till I left a dent .


Whatever , what's done is done . The next carnival will be the Pesta Sukan one in March at KNC , and I'll be able to play there . I don't want to see a repeat of this horrible performance .


Sometimes I feel like a mother hen over the team .



This morning I woke up at 0530 to meet them at Mickey Donalds at 0615 for breakfast . There was this transgender 'woman' who had a manly voice . She was wearing a tight white dress and no underwear AT ALL . So as you can imagine , people could see her nipple . Like , quite clearly . The MickeyD's Cafe crew laughed at her , and she made a big ruckus out of it , although exclaiming that "I don't want to be a big hooha ." 'She' threatened to call the police and get the crew sacked . Though if she did call the police she'd be the one getting charged because of her 'nudity' .



This afternoon Jac , Bernice and I were stuck at KNC because it was raining . At first we were sitting at the little building just talking , because it was raining before that . When it cleared up , we moved our stuff to the benches under one of the tents and went to shoot . While the three of us were on the court , I suddenly heard this very loud noise , sounding like a lot of people running . I'm sure they heard it but they didn't give it attention , until I looked at the sky and noticed in the distance the overcast sky . Turns out the rain was falling some distance away and was about to hit us ! We quickly ran under the tent and just in time , because it started raining .


And that's not the end . At first we were just sitting on the first row of benches , talking . The rain just got heavier and heavier , till the rain was seeping across the ground towards the bench . So we just climbed a row or two up . But it just got heavier and heavier , till the wind was blowing all the rain towards us , so we climbed and moved our stuff to the highest row , the fifth row of benches .


And then there was thunder and lightning . The lightning was so close to us ! It even struck somewhere around a tree near us , between 25 to 50 metres away . It was such a loud crack of thunder that we all jumped . Frightening ! We were all saying stupid things like , "okay God I'm sorry , please forgive me" LOL . And Jac told us of her own philosophy - don't anger God in the monsoon seasons .


The storm just got more and more violent . The wind started blowing in huge gusts , so much that we could hear the wind whip across the tops of the tents ! Like the sound of giant eagles or whatever flapping their wings right above you . We could also literally see waves of all the rainwater gushing down the court !


We also saw this weird lady at a little road next to the KNC . It was retarded , she was walking so slowly across the path , and you know why ? Because she was trying to sweep water off the path . She did so for at least 10 seconds across each step . She didn't even notice there was this man she was blocking until he pushed her gently out of his path . LOL .


At that time there were even cars at some times driving out of the KNC carpark . Whenever we saw a car driving out we would say things like , "why are there no good Samaritans who see us stranded in this lone place and come over offering a big umbrella and a free ride ?"


But it was pretty cool stuck out under the tents all by ourselves under thunder and lightning and rain . I commented once that we were like Survivors / refugees . Now we could tell people that we've been through so much together , we've even been almost killed together ! (Hey , there was the lightning .)



Sorry for the long wordy boring post people . I shall update with my holiday schedule soon . Meeting Jac for the planning of the netball camp tomorrow . Need to rush the camp proposal and plannings before Wednesday . Gosh !

11/11/11
Friday, November 11, 2011 @ 4:29 AM
I am a little marionette . See my golden hair ? See my little hands ? What do you see , when you see me ? Bright blue sky in my clear eyes and black velvet ribbon in my hair . Touch me if you dare , touch me if you dare . Sometimes I hang by my strings , sometimes I run as freely as I wish . But it wasn't always like this , I wasn't always like this . In this theatre of marionettes , I am the smallest but not the youngest . I am the most innocent but not the most naive . And sometimes , sometimes when I am not on the stage , when the lights are dark and there is no audience to charm , sometimes I remember things . Wonderful , terrible , beautiful things . I think I was once a little girl ...


Extract from "Theatre des Marionettes" by Maggie Tan

Emotions .
Wednesday, November 9, 2011 @ 5:02 AM
I must say that extended term is totally draining the life out of me , I don't feel like doing my English homework at all . I can't wait for it to be over . Everyday's the usual , have got netball training every weekday of this week , and the carnival at KNC is this Sunday . Good to keep myself busy anyway .



These days my emotions feel like a roller coaster ride . One time I'm laughing , though it always sounds fake to me , except for when I'm with my netball clique , because they really do make me happy . Another minute I just feel so out of everything .


But the emotion that is really dominating is lethargy . Tiredness . I feel it all the time . I can feel it when I'm just walking , I can feel it in my muscles , I can feel it in class . Like I said , extended term is really draining .


Though I don't do anything particularly , literally , exhausting .

I feel so tired all the time .

And not just physically tired .

Emotionally , mentally tired .